first blaaah-g and spaghetti

so when people get a blog , at first do they just goo on a rant and gripe about stuff, cuz that's what I wanna do....but I shall resist

I'll just begin by writing about whuts goin own in my life...thats what ive seen other people do so i'll try that first....but i bet i'll just end up gripin....(is rant a word? i think i should have used rampage or tangent)   ( is that how you spell tangent?  t an geant....tan....whatever)

so i went to lo jack's house for spaghetti

it was nice

nice to see a friend i can be honest and real with

someone i have memories with

someone who wants to tell me to get out because its so late but i wont stop talking long enough so she doesnt, sorry laura, you are just such a good listener and i love you

and I wonder what mallory meant by "You dont seem like the kind of girl that everyone would like in highschool"  what the heck does that mean?

well, i liked everybody anyway, except for that one girl, she was evil and she made my mom cry

who can like someone like that?  its impossible

i just dont remember anyone not liking me, well except for Angie, Christina and Darren

i think it all had something to do with prom and drill team, i never reaaly figured that out

i know it ended in a fist fight at the car wash and then Christina was my friend afterwards i think, i never talked to angie again and i saw darren at some random church years later and i guess we just all put it behind us, or at least i did.....

well there's my first blah-g

and i loOOOOOOOOooove the way Courtney tells stories, its my favorite

commute and traffic updates

Well, lets's first just say....I do Not communte. For several reasons. Numer one being I am a terrible driver and am doing you all a favor by staying off of the road as much as possible, especcailly in high traffic areas. Secondly, I too do not enjoy people "burning my green". Generally, I am not driving along in my car at a leisurly pace, coming to a complete stop at each stop sign, waving at nearby drivers as we enjoy each others company on the roads...lalala....NO. I am on a mission. I have things to do, places to go, tasks to accomplish and you are in my way. Move. Quickly and efficiently please. BE AWARE OF ME AND MY PRESENCE AND MY NEEDS! No matter how I've tried over the years, I still have this opinion stuck in my head that I do in fact "own the road" and cannot for the life of me come to comprehend why everyone else is not paying strict and close attention to all of my driving needs. Ex..."Can't you see I was trying to get over?" "Thanks alot lady, I would have been able to enter that road if you hadn't have been the ONE car that happened along going too slow after all the fast ones that I had to wait on to get in in the first place!" and "I am driving in the SLOW lane for goodness sakes, WITH my CRUISE control on! Stop riding my butt! ISn't it obvious to you that I'm not going to speeed UP!" I park wherever I want, on stripes, directly in front of stores if I'm just gonna be in and out etc.
So I guess what I'm saying is, even if I DID pay attetnion to the traffic updates on the television in the morning and even if I DID commute, it would make no difference to me WHAT they warned me about because "Hello! I'm in my house!" Its all gonna change by the time I get out there on the road anyway, I dont have a TV in my car to keep checking out the updates after I actually get on the road where its really gonna matter to me and lastly, I do what ever I want anyway. There you have it.